Nathalia JMag Editorial












HMUA: Katherine Violette 

Here is an editorial shoot I did wearing designs by me ! Hope you liked the photos as much as I did, I received these photos before I went to Vegas and I don't know why I took so long to share them I think its because I think they're so great. I actually had written a huge post to go along with these photos but for some reason it didn't save. Im secretly relieved because I didn't love the post and I wasn't really feeling inspired to write that night so tbh it was a whole bunch of BS.

So Im glad I get another chance to write something more genuine. Ive been feeling really conflicted as of lately but I know I'm not the only one. Im sure many people my age who are just graduating college or almost graduating have the same daunting feelings and questions like "where am I going next?" "will I be able to find a job?" "did I waste my time attending college?" "what if I don't like the job I do get?" "am I going to live a mediocre life?" to me this is the most daunting and scary question of them all. I am scared to death of falling into the trap of the american dream working a 9 to 5 and wasting my life. I don't want that I don't want to wake up at the age of 40 and feel like I wasted the best years of my life in a job I hate. Im literally so terrified of this which for many is a reality and that scares the shit out of me. I just want to be happy, I don't want to be rich or famous I just want to be happy and love all the days of my life. But the bitter truth is that I cant live off of happiness and love, unfortunately money is what makes the world go round. I want to wake up everyday and be happy with my job and what I am doing, thats my ultimate goal creating a life for myself that makes me happy and excited to wake up. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying I don't love my life because God I do, I am so blessed with an amazing husband, dog and family who supports me but my ultimate goal is for me to take care of them not the other way around. Its so hard to admit that I feel kinda lost, not in a way where I don't have a plan but I feel like I want to do sooo many different things that I overwhelm myself. I guess I can also be really impatient I want things to happen now and go great NOW but as the wisest people in the world say nothing worth having comes easy. Im just going to keep working hard and see where the flow takes me, Im not a salmon I like swimming with the currents so right now I am just riding this wave and I'm going to see where it takes me.

Thanks for reading, stay tuned for more :)

XOXO

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